Yesterday i went back home 9:30 pm and decided i'll sleep as much as i can and i won't set my alarm clock for today and then i took a total of 12 hours sleeping. I believe it's normal when i study 3 hours a day then head to work for 9 hours to drop down like this, but this isn't the problem. The problem lies in the fact that my whole life became oriented around the exam i think of nothing but the exam and planning to pay for it and the travelling papers and visa. Any decision i make those days is only oriented to the fact will it impact my studying or not. Simply my whole life is oriented towards only one thing the exam.
I'm afraid after the exam will be over is that i'll find nothing to do except more studying since i feel like am breaking many bonds those days by my studying scheme , i fear to fail the exam that's for sure and most importantly I'm afraid to be wasting my time.
Since i had no will to go hard on studying i started to think about paying the exam money... (To be continued)
I'm afraid after the exam will be over is that i'll find nothing to do except more studying since i feel like am breaking many bonds those days by my studying scheme , i fear to fail the exam that's for sure and most importantly I'm afraid to be wasting my time.
Since i had no will to go hard on studying i started to think about paying the exam money... (To be continued)
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