One of the toughest things in your life is the fact that you have to face it with the fact that you're preparing for your CCIE exam. And to be able to do this, you have to let everybody know why you're up so late and why you seem sleepless at work. Excuses to leave a friends meetup and all comes down to the fact that you're preparing for your CCIE exam, you're making for yourself a good excuse to go there hit the books and the labs and no one to bother you.
This kind of behavior has lead to the fact that everybody i know now nearly know about my exam schedule and it gives you some-kind of relief but at the same time you see the expectations in their eyes , that you're definitely going to pass and those people gives me great motive to carry on and keep studying. There are many people i expect to get up and start studying CCIE if i pass and show them that it's doable. So here i am spot lights on me as i prepare for the last 70 days of the exam , including 30 days off work holiday and all eyes set on the target the magic numbers.
And the dark thoughts start spreading there's still a pretty good chance that i don't pass , and more than my disappointment with myself , i'll be really disappointed that i'd have let to be honest a great bunch of people disappointed in me. People who has been always encouraging me to actually go there and get it.
I hope their expectations meet the reality and i do hope to not let myself down and more important those who are behind my back.
This kind of behavior has lead to the fact that everybody i know now nearly know about my exam schedule and it gives you some-kind of relief but at the same time you see the expectations in their eyes , that you're definitely going to pass and those people gives me great motive to carry on and keep studying. There are many people i expect to get up and start studying CCIE if i pass and show them that it's doable. So here i am spot lights on me as i prepare for the last 70 days of the exam , including 30 days off work holiday and all eyes set on the target the magic numbers.
And the dark thoughts start spreading there's still a pretty good chance that i don't pass , and more than my disappointment with myself , i'll be really disappointed that i'd have let to be honest a great bunch of people disappointed in me. People who has been always encouraging me to actually go there and get it.
I hope their expectations meet the reality and i do hope to not let myself down and more important those who are behind my back.
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