Today is the 27th of Feb 2014 and when i started this blog the plan was to make sure that today is my exam day , but i was coward and i changed plans before i pay the money transfer and i gave my self another 1 month. So now am exactly 28 days away from my CCIE lab exam date. I don't know if i did the right choice or not by postponing the exam, but seems i still got good time to be more focused on my studies , many interruptions took place on my life and it was necessary really to not be stressed out at those days.
I'm off work starting this weekend , so basically i have nothing planed in my life but to sit there and nail those labs down and study as much as i can for 3 consecutive weeks. And to be honest for the first time today , i do really fear to fail the exam more than anything ... And the fear of failure is so over me to the extent that i want this to be over by any means, i was watching a TED talk yesterday about stress and how you can change it to a positive feeling , it's a really good talk but am more fearful now to be honest than a talk to change how i feel.
At this exact moment i was planning to get my CCIE number 90 days ago and here i am , i need to wait for another 28 days and few hours , dreams and nightmares as i set really high hopes on passing this exam ... i do pray i do ... pray for me :)
The TED talk about stress
I'm off work starting this weekend , so basically i have nothing planed in my life but to sit there and nail those labs down and study as much as i can for 3 consecutive weeks. And to be honest for the first time today , i do really fear to fail the exam more than anything ... And the fear of failure is so over me to the extent that i want this to be over by any means, i was watching a TED talk yesterday about stress and how you can change it to a positive feeling , it's a really good talk but am more fearful now to be honest than a talk to change how i feel.
At this exact moment i was planning to get my CCIE number 90 days ago and here i am , i need to wait for another 28 days and few hours , dreams and nightmares as i set really high hopes on passing this exam ... i do pray i do ... pray for me :)
The TED talk about stress
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